spending the next six months in self imposed quarantine/isolation to try and finally beat the demons inside me that compel me to abuse drugs to absurd extremes, give me nightmares, make daily normal life impossible, and wreck my psyche practically to the point of no return. maybe i won’t have to protect the people i care about from myself anymore. maybe there’s hope for a better future.

g4ll4gher:

kinda wanna die, kinda wanna do something exciting with my life…

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